I hear from no one. I guess this blog was a waste of my time....
I am so depressed. I am so lonely. I feel like my life is wasted and there is no use in going on. I wish I could just die now. No one cares about me, I have no one to love and no one loves me. Life is useless unless you can share it with someone.
I miss cuddling and talking and just sharing life with someone. I had two loves in my life....... one who died too young and one who cheated on me and left me alone. Now I am just a useless old man who just sits around and waits for death to come to me....... I will embrace him gladly. What good is my life if I don't have some love in it???
Oh I have tried... VERY HARD..... to meet people and find someone. But because I am poor and not a young stud, no one even looks at me twice. I tried joining a Senior's group and that was a waste because no one wanted to be bothered with a poor man who just wanted friendship. Dating sites want my money and then refer me only to low-life women with no morals...... sorry, don't like that kind of woman either.
I guess no one will bother to read this rant........ Maybe I will be better off if I just die soon.......
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