Depression is getting worse................

Paul McCartney said what I feel so well!...................

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Getting REALLY DEPRESSED!

I hear from no one. I guess this blog was a waste of my time....

I am so depressed. I am so lonely. I feel like my life is wasted and there is no use in going on. I wish I could just die now. No one cares about me, I have no one to love and no one loves me. Life is useless unless you can share it with someone.

I miss cuddling and talking and just sharing life with someone. I had two loves in my life....... one who died too young and one who cheated on me and left me alone. Now I am just a useless old man who just sits around and waits for death to come to me....... I will embrace him gladly. What good is my life if I don't have some love in it???

Oh I have tried... VERY HARD..... to meet people and find someone. But because I am poor and not a young stud, no one even looks at me twice. I tried joining a Senior's group and that was a waste because no one wanted to be bothered with a poor man who just wanted friendship. Dating sites want my money and then refer me only to low-life women with no morals...... sorry, don't like that kind of woman either.

I guess no one will bother to read this rant........ Maybe I will be better off if I just die soon.......